My name is Elizabeth and I am Baby James's mother. The story your about to read is the TRUE story of my sons life. First I'd like to start off by saying I am NOT his birthmother, I am bisexual and was dating his birthmothrr who's name was Hillary. Baby James was born James Knight Landers on May 25th, 2009 at 7:36PM weighing 2lbs. In just a few minutes our lives changed forever with joy then within a few short hours it changed for the worst.. But rewinding back to when Hillary also known as Holly found out about bring pregnant. I didn't know Hillary at the time so what I know up until his birth was told by a friend, I have never to be honest seen Hillary in person because we were in a long distance relationship. Baby James was a rape baby, by no fault of Hillary or his own. Whn she learned of neibg pregnant she was only 17. Still in high school, very much like me. She wanted to about him, and almost did.. The guy we would soon name our angel after stopped her to safe the life of an innocent child. Within a few months she kept growing refused to let it show took no photos. Keeping her belly and what was growing in her a secret... then she meet me, in an chat room. She was upset to this very day I has no clue why. But I do know I made her happy in a heart beat. We had been talking everyday for three weeks. I had started talking to her little brother Nick who had old me he liked me. So then on May 23rd I asked her out. She told me about being pregnant and the story of what she remembered about being raped. The next day around 2PM I got a text from her brother telling mr they were going to the hospital, that she was having contractions. I hadn't heard anything new in her or our son. Around 8 almost 9PM that next night I got the news of having a beautiful baby boy! I was so happy to be a mommie along side her. But the one thing Nick failed to tell me was that Baby James was sweeper away. They wouldn't let her hold him she only of a glimps of him. She said she was so beautiful like his mommy, I'll never forget that. (we do not have photos of him) The next day I was informed by Nick that the doctors said Baby James was very sick and had lost the fight with the sickness at 11:19PM that night of birth. Hillary knew nothing of this, her parents told them they would tell her.. They Friday Hillary went home. Her parents had told her that Baby James would be going home in three days. When the truth was they had HUD cremated, and his remains left some place we don't know. Nick begged me to tell Hillary about Baby James not coming home.. That Saturday Hillary got into an car accident along with our fridn James (the person we named our baby after). Hillary was taken to the hospital, she spent the last 45 minutes of her life in a hospital bed, alone dying..